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I live in a double-wide mobile home and there are large boards that hide the seam where the two halves of the house meet. I came home today to find one half completely fell down because the house settled and the staples they used to mount it worked their way out. Fixing it became priority this evening because all of the cool air was escaping the house causing my AC to run constantly, not to mention allowing critters to come in...

After everyone had dinner and baths, kids and I went to Walmart at 8pm because I did not have the right hardware to mount it back to the ceiling. Our broom had also broke and it needed to be replaced. I told both my kids what we needed at the store and asked them to help me remember. Just going into that store will cause me to forget why I even came in there because sensory reasons. I did not write a list in the chaos.

We walk into the store and Oldest starts chanting "Broom, broom! Broom, BROOM!" and her brother joins her. People are giving us looks. I'm laughing hysterically, kids start laughing, and then go back to repeating BROOM over and over until we obtain a broom.

Then it was "Glue and nails! Glue and nails!" all the way to the hardware aisle. I got everything I needed and I almost had a good time too!

And the board is fixed and not going anywhere.

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Sep. 5th, 2021 02:29 pm
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I'm never sure where to start, but I suppose the best place is the state of things now. My writing style is pretty random soo...

I recently broke up with my partner. We were together in a serious sense a little over 1.5 years. It was during this relationship I discovered I was both autistic and ace-spec. It hurts so very much when someone you had deep feelings for doesn't accept you for you, even after you tried so hard to meet them in the middle and you were the only one meeting in the middle, or so it seemed. I had to return some items to them today and they wanted a hug from me, and just .... NO. I refused. I had nothing else to say. It was talked about possibly remaining friends after a cooling off period but after reflecting I don't think I can remain friends with this person due to the reasons why our relationship ended in the first place.

The state of my country just brings me further and further in despair. I try to walk the line between staying informed and not consuming too much news, otherwise I'm either livid or cycling through despair and hopelessness. We are spiraling down into fascism and it makes me sick.

This song has been helping me process so much lately:

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